essential materials for your lesson plan, you are also flooded with an intense self loathing because you've irresponsibly left an essential task to the last minute when you very well knew that decision to be potentially disastrous for all concerned. Frustration. Panic. Intense Self Loathing. This is what you want to do with the rest of your life?"
He offered to run up to the copier in the main building and copy all our papers for us. I thanked him heartily. Later, I felt a little bad about the negative spinning I had done. I should have ended with a cheery and true, "But everything usually works out just fine."
Way to take action, Student Teacher. You're obviously going to be one of the greats.