The Standing
Not sure if cutting the zoloft dose in half was the best idea. I fear I may lash out at someone soon, unkindly. At the same time, I'm not sure if I'm totally to blame for possible future transgressions. Because yesterday people kept walking into the classroom and distracting me. They didn't talk to me or do anything, just stood around. Stood around right next to me as I tried to so called teach. This odd behavior is really getting to me. I wanted to say, "What the hell are you doing?" about 12 times. Instead I just glowered and yelled more at the children. I'm still confused by procedures at newschool. I wish I understood what was going on. Probably things will make more sense as time passes.
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You're too nice and accepting of the interlopers. I would have stopped dead and asked what they wanted.
am not sure why.
Sometimes I ignore them for a long time and then it turns out they have something to say to me, but they were just waiting to be polite. So that's awkward.
2 more days of school. Can it be done????
jw